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Everything he left us in writing

Blog posts, letters, videos, and the photographs he kept taking of the sky. Search for a phrase you remember, or wander.

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Eyes on Him

He wrote this from a hospital bed, and asked us to pray for one thing above all: that God's glory would be revealed in every moment that remains.

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Life UpdateStory

Life Update

I could write about my recent ambulance escapades, the blood transfusions, or how the sunlight felt so nice coming through the helicopter window on my way to Saint George

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Jesus Is KingWriting

Jesus Is King

Jesus is King.....let it be forever known. Your breath and heartbeat are sustained by Him. Find Him... Know Him. Be changed by Him. I truly hope that when anyone looks at

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Stop Acting So Grown UpWriting

Stop Acting So Grown Up

Morning. I couldn't sleep, so I wrote down a few thoughts for any early riser whom God might be stirring this morning. Why do we carry the greatest news ever given to man

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Why Aren't We More Excited?

We carry the greatest news ever given, yet speak of everything else more freely. What are we so afraid of?

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Ask Him to Make Himself RealWriting

Ask Him to Make Himself Real

If God still feels confined to the pages of Scripture and missing from your daily reality, ask Him right now to make Himself real to you. But please don't delay. He has t

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Story

Eighteen More Years

An anniversary letter to Emily: a pine needle, an ocean, and one very precious drop.

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Eighteen Years, and a Drop in the OceanStory

Eighteen Years, and a Drop in the Ocean

This morning, looking back over the last 18 years with Emily Gibson, I just cry. 18 years used to seem like an eternity… Because I realize how little 18 years really is c

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Thank You, AbbaWriting

Thank You, Abba

Thank you dear God. For all the prayers. For the breath in my lungs. For the beat of my heart. For Your Spirit, giving sustaining, and eternal life. It truly is just so m

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Happiness and Joy Are Not the Same ThingWriting

Happiness and Joy Are Not the Same Thing

This guy could never have imagined the joy I know today. Happiness and joy are not the same thing. Happiness laughs when life is good. Joy can laugh while life hurts. Not

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Forever Is a Long TimeWriting

Forever Is a Long Time

Forever is a long time to spend with someone you barely make room for on a Sunday. We talk about wanting eternity with God. But the real Christian hope is more than an en

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With God, There Is No Enough

It is easy to mistake knowing about God for actually knowing Him.

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Knowing About God Is Not Knowing HimWriting

Knowing About God Is Not Knowing Him

It is easy to mistake knowing about God for actually knowing Him. Many settle for what they have heard. Others catch a glimpse and walk away. Some find Truth, build a com

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Story

Buckle Up, Buttercup

Two years ago he asked God for everything it would take to become who he was made to be. And he asked Him to fast-track it.

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Ask, Then Buckle Up, ButtercupStory

Ask, Then Buckle Up, Buttercup

"Be careful what you ask God for." I say, ask… then buckle up, buttercup. Two years ago, brand-new in the Spirit and no longer blind, I ignored that warning completely. A

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Who Do You Love Most?Writing

Who Do You Love Most?

Think about who or what you love most in this life. Ready. Set. Go. Be honest… What came to mind? Was it Him? Christ. Your Creator. Your Redeemer. Your God. ...Why not? "

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The Pain That PointsStory

The Pain That Points

Today, a mighty pain in my belly led me to the emergency room. Soooooo, after a little morphine, a CT scan and a kind doctor, we discovered what was going on. Turns out,

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Writing

Pain Is Something to Follow

A trip to the ER, a blood clot, and a thought about the wounds he spent years numbing.

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A Reality Deeper Than Our SensesWriting

A Reality Deeper Than Our Senses

Humanity is walking around inside a reality infinitely deeper than what our five senses report to us... and most of us are living as though the visible world is all there

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Writing

The Disease Is Deception

There is Truth. There is deception. There is no middle ground.

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There Is Only One TruthWriting

There Is Only One Truth

There only is, has only ever been, and will only ever be ONE Truth. The disease is deception. The cure is Truth. The symptoms manifest in your life. Ground zero is the he

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Writing

Don't Admire My Faith. Get Hungry.

If you see faith in me, what will you do with it? Follow the fruit back to the Vine.

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Follow the Fruit Back to the VineWriting

Follow the Fruit Back to the Vine

If you see faith in me, what will you do with it? Will you see it from a distance? Will you examine it up close? Will you be curious? Will you be skeptical? If something

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They Say I Have Pancreatic CancerStory

They Say I Have Pancreatic Cancer

They say I have pancreatic cancer... While I am posting this to mine for prayers, I am not afraid. God is right here, loving on me and showing me much to prepare for the

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Story

Two Years Ago Today

Two years after Jesus walked into his reality, here is what he had discovered.

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Two Years InStory

Two Years In

Two years ago today, Jesus Christ walked into my reality and brought me to life... Here's what I have discovered since that moment. We are in an age like no other, and bi

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A Prayer He Kept on His LipsWriting

A Prayer He Kept on His Lips

A prayer I pray God keeps on my lips... "Mighty and gracious Abba, keep me in my current circumstances until my character has received the shape it needs for the season t

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Jesus Will Rearrange Our PrioritiesWriting

Jesus Will Rearrange Our Priorities

Jesus will rearrange our priorities... if we let Him. "Trust in the LORD with all your heart, and do not lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him,

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The Foundation Is Not IQWriting

The Foundation Is Not IQ

The foundation of everything is not IQ. It is the fear of God... the awe of Yahweh... the reverence of the Lord... the love of Jesus... the embrace of Abba. In Hebrew, fe

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Story

It's a Miracle

A hundred ordinary moments becoming extraordinary: the miracle that had been unfolding for months.

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The Miracle Was the MonthsStory

The Miracle Was the Months

It's a miracle... My wife has suffered from a degenerative spine condition for years. Collapsing discs... grinding... loss of mobility... relentless pain. She has endured

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We Can Give It All AwayWriting

We Can Give It All Away

We can give it all away... When we finally realize it was never ours to begin with. As I began to experience the abundance of heaven... the sweet, overwhelming goodness o

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I Love Differently NowWriting

I Love Differently Now

I love differently now. Before Christ, my love often had invisible transactions attached to it. I needed affirmation, agreement, appreciation, loyalty, attention... or fo

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Can We Talk About the Rooster?Writing

Can We Talk About the Rooster?

Can we talk about the rooster? I was reading in Luke where Jesus told Peter that before the rooster crowed, he would deny Him three times. Peter was certain he never woul

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Baptizing My FamilyStory

Baptizing My Family

Today was one of the greatest days of my life... Two years ago, when God rescued me and showed me eternity, He had so much more in mind than just little old me. Today, I

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Story

The Tree That Died

The day he baptized his family, and the story of two trees: the one he planted, and the one God did.

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Preaching for the First TimeStory

Preaching for the First Time

This coming Sunday, I'll be preaching for the first time... something I never imagined a year and a half ago. I stand in awe of the mighty power of Jesus Christ when we s

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The Debt Is PaidWriting

The Debt Is Paid

The debt? Paid. The curse? Broken. The veil? Torn. The door? Open. The grave? Temporary. The work… the sacrifice… the separation. And because He finished it, you are free

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Happy Birthday, Lord and KingWriting

Happy Birthday, Lord and King

Jesus, today I celebrate You... You did what You did, to make all things new. Your birth, Your life, and sacrifice... Provides me Joy, beyond this life. So Happy Birthday

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Two FreedomsWriting

Two Freedoms

This 4th of July is my first one experiencing two freedoms... One is independence from any earthly king. One is dependence upon the one true King. One freedom was bought

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Story

2024 Changed My Life Forever

Covid, shame, grief, and one evening alone in a dark room. His own account of the night everything turned right-side up.

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2024 Changed My Life ForeverStory

2024 Changed My Life Forever

2024 changed my life forever...and saved it. If you're curious, here is a chapter on it, or a book, depending on how long your attention span is. It's a vulnerable share,

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Story

The Treasure Beneath My Feet

The day he met Jesus, and what he gave up to receive a new life.

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City LightsWriting

City Lights

Albert Einstein & Charlie Chaplin attended the premiere of Chaplin's film City Lights in 1931. Albert said to Charlie: "What I most admire about your art is your universa

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The Cracks We ShareWriting

The Cracks We Share

We only struggle to see the cracks in each other, because we struggle to show the cracks in ourselves. When the two perspectives become one, we begin to share, heal and l

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A Jam-Filled DonutWriting

A Jam-Filled Donut

For some reason this picture sure hit me. Seeing these boys... Where they are now....oooof Life isn't just short. It's like riding a cannon ball through eternity. Each mo

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Between BlinksWriting

Between Blinks

If you need something to read between blinks... 1. We don't have to fear learning from others... Truth, when rooted in love, will always lead us home. 2. We should questi

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PerhapsWriting

Perhaps

I felt a need to write today...perhaps you will read it. Perhaps it will stir something within. Perhaps not. Perhaps.. life is unimaginably hard. Perhaps... the smiles we

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I Used to Think Miracles Were RareWriting

I Used to Think Miracles Were Rare

I used to think miracles were rare and only in stories. But now... I see them everywhere....🤍 Every breath is a miracle. Every sunrise, a masterpiece. Every moment of lo

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The Sparrow and the WindWriting

The Sparrow and the Wind

There is a quiet pride that I witness within… At times, it swells into a tune. Like a mighty sparrow, I lift my voice, singing that brilliant song from the edge of my nes

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The Love We Gave AwayWriting

The Love We Gave Away

At the end of the day... When all is stripped away... The only thing that remains... is the LOVE we gave away.

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If It Gets My Attention, I Love ItWriting

If It Gets My Attention, I Love It

Somewhere along the way, I gave up on the like button on Facebook... I just ❤️ everything now. If it gets my attention... I ❤️ it. If someone takes a minute to comment...

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Six Days AloneWriting

Six Days Alone

Six days alone. Compound fractures in both legs. Trapped in the car and throwing her shirt in a creek next to where she landed for sipping water. The world is right there

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Faith Is Forged in the WreckageWriting

Faith Is Forged in the Wreckage

Faith is forged in the wreckage... It's birthed in the dark, not the daylight. It shows up not when we know the way... but when we admit we don't. Not my plan... Not my w

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A Room With No CornersWriting

A Room With No Corners

I built a room with no corners. No shadows. No shame. Built the walls like tall towers to hide all my blame. I didn't pray with soft language. I yelled from my core. I qu

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Heaven Feels Like a Front DoorWriting

Heaven Feels Like a Front Door

Maybe...Just maybe.... Heaven feels like a front door being opened after a long winter being buttoned up. The perfect sun shining down. The perfect number of clouds, dott

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The Voice of God Is Not Always in WordsWriting

The Voice of God Is Not Always in Words

The voice of God is not always found in words. Sometimes it is found in the stillness that remains when everything else is surrendered. Don't just seek His direction. See

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Poetry About the PoetWriting

Poetry About the Poet

I'm writing poetry about the One who changed my life... raw, honest, and very alive. I find myself using rhythm and metaphor to carry the weight of what I feel. It's like

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Missouri, and a Friend's DaughterStory

Missouri, and a Friend's Daughter

My best buddy passed away a bit over two years ago and oh the sweet journey God has had me on since then. This is his beautiful daughter at her High School graduation par

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Not Our Grip, but Who We're GrippingWriting

Not Our Grip, but Who We're Gripping

It's not our grip that keeps us safe... but rather WHO we are gripping..

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