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Everything he left us in writing

Blog posts, letters, videos, and the photographs he kept taking of the sky. Search for a phrase you remember, or wander.

33 pieces

Life UpdateStory

Life Update

I could write about my recent ambulance escapades, the blood transfusions, or how the sunlight felt so nice coming through the helicopter window on my way to Saint George

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Eighteen More Years

An anniversary letter to Emily: a pine needle, an ocean, and one very precious drop.

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Eighteen Years, and a Drop in the OceanStory

Eighteen Years, and a Drop in the Ocean

This morning, looking back over the last 18 years with Emily Gibson, I just cry. 18 years used to seem like an eternity… Because I realize how little 18 years really is c

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Buckle Up, Buttercup

Two years ago he asked God for everything it would take to become who he was made to be. And he asked Him to fast-track it.

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Ask, Then Buckle Up, ButtercupStory

Ask, Then Buckle Up, Buttercup

"Be careful what you ask God for." I say, ask… then buckle up, buttercup. Two years ago, brand-new in the Spirit and no longer blind, I ignored that warning completely. A

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The Pain That PointsStory

The Pain That Points

Today, a mighty pain in my belly led me to the emergency room. Soooooo, after a little morphine, a CT scan and a kind doctor, we discovered what was going on. Turns out,

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They Say I Have Pancreatic CancerStory

They Say I Have Pancreatic Cancer

They say I have pancreatic cancer... While I am posting this to mine for prayers, I am not afraid. God is right here, loving on me and showing me much to prepare for the

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Two Years Ago Today

Two years after Jesus walked into his reality, here is what he had discovered.

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Two Years InStory

Two Years In

Two years ago today, Jesus Christ walked into my reality and brought me to life... Here's what I have discovered since that moment. We are in an age like no other, and bi

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It's a Miracle

A hundred ordinary moments becoming extraordinary: the miracle that had been unfolding for months.

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The Miracle Was the MonthsStory

The Miracle Was the Months

It's a miracle... My wife has suffered from a degenerative spine condition for years. Collapsing discs... grinding... loss of mobility... relentless pain. She has endured

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The Tree That Died

The day he baptized his family, and the story of two trees: the one he planted, and the one God did.

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Baptizing My FamilyStory

Baptizing My Family

Today was one of the greatest days of my life... Two years ago, when God rescued me and showed me eternity, He had so much more in mind than just little old me. Today, I

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Preaching for the First TimeStory

Preaching for the First Time

This coming Sunday, I'll be preaching for the first time... something I never imagined a year and a half ago. I stand in awe of the mighty power of Jesus Christ when we s

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2024 Changed My Life ForeverStory

2024 Changed My Life Forever

2024 changed my life forever...and saved it. If you're curious, here is a chapter on it, or a book, depending on how long your attention span is. It's a vulnerable share,

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2024 Changed My Life Forever

Covid, shame, grief, and one evening alone in a dark room. His own account of the night everything turned right-side up.

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The Treasure Beneath My Feet

The day he met Jesus, and what he gave up to receive a new life.

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A Library Card and a Quiet CornerStory

A Library Card and a Quiet Corner

I got a library card today... First one since I was a kid. Not because I needed a book... but because I wanted a place. A place to sit quietly, to ask God questions, to l

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A Steady Falling BackwardStory

A Steady Falling Backward

When God changed me, I knew pretty quickly that He had set me on a mountaintop... not one the world could see or recognize, but one He created inside me. A new inner worl

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God Was Invisible to MeStory

God Was Invisible to Me

God was invisible to me my whole life. Not His fault, mine. Now I see Him. But I can't show Him to you. He gave me new life, because He wants you to see Him and know Him

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A Glimpse of HeavenStory

A Glimpse of Heaven

During a glimpse of heaven, I remember how every blade of grass, every drop in every stream, carried a note... a living symphony crying: Holy, Holy, Holy is the Lamb. Not

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God Answered My PrayerStory

God Answered My Prayer

God answered my prayer... About 6 weeks ago I was talking with Him.... just sharing a heart full of gratitude. I told Him that because I missed Him for the first half of

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She Was on God's ListStory

She Was on God's List

This young lady waded into the water... And while she wasn't on our "list" that day... she was most definitely on God's list. If I could only explain how God speaks...and

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The Check Engine Light No One SeesStory

The Check Engine Light No One Sees

Money. Reputation. How do they see me? Am I enough? Stupid question... no, I'm not. Such a failure. Counting the mistakes... every one of them. A lifetime piled up. Just

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17 Years With This GuyStory

17 Years With This Guy

She is definitely stuck with me now. I mean, Jesus moves in and then what?? She kicks me to the curb?? God is the true genius here. I often wonder how she did it....17 ye

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It DiedStory

It Died

It died.... This first tree I planted... I bought it. I dug the hole with my own strength. I staked it to support it in the wind. I made sure it would weather the storms.

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Blessed to Help Some New FriendsStory

Blessed to Help Some New Friends

God is good. He is kind… and aware of every need. Was blessed to work with some old friends… to help some new friends get their first home. Grateful to witness it. "The L

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My ValentineStory

My Valentine

My Valentine...the one who my heart desires. She has had the pleasure of dating me twice, the old man and the new. And here she is… still loving me, still standing alongs

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Spectacular and BeautifulStory

Spectacular and Beautiful

My first time visiting Saddleback Church in Lake Forest, CA for a CR Summit. I spent 5 days shacked up with 14 folks in a 2-bathroom Airbnb and it was just as you would e

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I Got a Library Card TodayStory

I Got a Library Card Today

I got a library card today... First one since I was a kid. Not because I needed a book… but because I wanted a place. A place to sit quietly, to ask God questions, to lis

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Conner Came HomeStory

Conner Came Home

Conner took a little leave from the Navy... He met his niece, and she met her uncle. His Mom got her heart topped off. His chess skills have greatly improved. I implement

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Missouri, and a Friend's DaughterStory

Missouri, and a Friend's Daughter

My best buddy passed away a bit over two years ago and oh the sweet journey God has had me on since then. This is his beautiful daughter at her High School graduation par

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Sixty MinutesStory

Sixty Minutes

Sixty minutes. That's all it took for Him to pick me up out of what I thought I was and to set me down in what He always knew I was meant to be. For so long I looked fine

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